I will miss you, Dingo

I can't put into words what I'm feeling right now. I can't cry. It makes me sad to think I will never see this beautiful creature again, who gave me so much love and affection. In a way, I'm quite happy that his suffering finally ended. I knew he was hurting even though he can't speak. The way he stares at me, I know he was in pain. Seeing him suffer so much, not able to walk properly and puking and urinating on himself, it was killing me. I don't want him to suffer. I just can't bare watching him die slowly. But tonight, I was lucky I got home early. I was the only one home since all of them (my sisters and father) went somewhere. The moment I enter the gate, he cried and I quickly run to him to find him lying on the pavement, his pukes all over his face. I affectionately, wiped his face, made his eyes set to me and see me. I can feel he's glad to see me, maybe for the last time. And he also wanted me to see him, alive for the last time. I have to stop right now. It's getting harder. I don't know...But one thing is for sure, Dingo, came to my life on May 11, 2011, waited for me before he passed away on July 30, 2011. Dingo, I love you so much that I can't put it into words..I

DINGO, LOVE YOU!! I WILL MISS YOU!!